From NDERF website: Hanne's NDE as a child of three.
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Somehow the NDE's of children, even those like this one recounted many years later, are especially compelling.
I enjoyed this one very much and hope you will also. Love, Tome
Hanne B's NDE
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
When I was three years old I fell out of an open window from the fourth floor.
Remember the fall, remember lying on my back on the concrete tiles, looking up at the open window above and then my mother and aunt rushing towards me screaming loudly with their outstretched arms. Then a 'gap'. Next I found 'myself zooming out', seeing the backs of my mother, aunt and many people I did not know leaning over a little 'empty shell'...There was a square white 'box' with two lamps shining on this (must have been an ambulance, but I had never seen one). The 'scene' disappeared as I was zooming out and UP, the rooftops and chimneys went out of sight, and the next 'thing' I remember, Vividly ! is that I was between thousands of stars and spiraling galaxies ( I did not know back then what a galaxy was, let alone a spiraling one), but they were All Around 'me' and I was part of the Whole. I felt One and All Consciousness and Extremely Happy.
The night sky around me was the most beautiful Royal Blue. When I moved my 'hands', stars would spring from them and join the rest on the firmament. How I Loved it All!
The 'Hubble' telescope and many other sources filled me in on the spiraling galaxies later on in life : Home Again. Have to add that when I found myself strapped tightly into a narrow little bed in hospital and the nurses/doctors treated me as a little kid (they can be forgiven:-) that I thought :If YOU just knew How Old I Really am. And 'waking up' was Much less thrilling than my NDE experience, trust That.
For some reason I felt that I should Not tell Anyone about my 'extraterrestrial experience', this including my beloved mother, because she might be worried... I told her Many years later when I was a teener, this when she told me that I had been declared Stone-Dead by the doctors -and that when I came to, they had told her that I would be brainless...Well, it was Not So ,and she blamed them for having been so cruel.
That is when I found it Fair to tell her of my Beautiful Experience. Fair on her- and Fair on the doctors. She was Utmost surprised, this put mildly ... and Kept asking me for more. How she deserved it, poor mum. -But time Had to be Ripe -for Both of us, and we decided to keep between us. As the decennia went by, many more people turned out to have had amazing experiences when 'dead', and I think it is of Utmost Importance for So Many people being So scared of death to Know, that 'this dimension' is NOT 'all there is'.
That we are Multi-dimensional Beings. If that was not so -'Who' was the 'Being' flying between the galaxies and 'who' was the three year old who 'woke up'?
If anything I 'woke Down'... :-)
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Too Beautiful or words - Literally Heavenly
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? ALL the time - I have Never after reached THAT High level of Consciousness .
Pure Consciousness is PURE Consciousness after all....
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: ALL the time - I have Never after reached THAT High level of Consciousness .
Pure Consciousness is PURE Consciousness after all....
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes Absolutely - I could see All around me . 360 degrees in All Directions.
One and All Bright EYE/Light.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Uncertain Slight humming sound -if any ...
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Wonderful - Sheer BLISS.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain I do not remember a tunnel but vividly remember the 'zooming out',
leaving the people, roofs, town and the surface of earth
- a bit like 'Google Earth' these days....
Did you see a light? Yes Yes, there was a sort of 'central light source' -but it was not apart from anything or me -All was One. Including 'me' - 'being a light myself'.....
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain As ALL was ONE there was no 'otherness', only ONE BE'ingness.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes When I later (to my mother) described the details of the fall out of the window, the curtain hanging out of it, my lying on my back on the concrete, later
the ambulance seen from above etc. even describing how the roof and shape of the building I fell out of looked, including the three chimneys (it was
the building my aunt lived in and I never saw it again, they had moved), she confirmed that it was exactly how the building looked in its whole. Except that She had not seen it from above...:-) But she told me that I had been unconscious
All the time until I 'died' - to their knowledge, that was....
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes What I would describe as Heaven, Celestial - COSMIC .
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes 'Time' did NOT exist in that realm...
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes When I 'came back/woke up' in hospital I Surely Knew that there was Much More
'to it' than what people around me seemed to know. I certainly Knew that I was
OLD -older than Anyone I could think of or knew.
I had Quite a lot of 'reasons' to not even Try to explain to Anybody, ooops...
I was 'only' 3 years after all - for them to see, anyway....
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes Yes, people tell me that they feel 'healed' by my presence ,my hands/body sort of stream out healing energies that have healed myself and others many times.
FYI : I do Not call myself a healer - it just 'happens' naturally.
And people tell me spontaneously that they feel good.- I don't ask.
Do not want to infringe on others, do not consider that 'my right'...
I also have an unusually strong 'gut-feeling'.
It 'tells me' Precisely what is up and what I should do. Always.
I did Not always Listen to it when I was younger... - I do Now.
Because Experience taught me that 'gut' was Right.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes It took many years before I mentioned it to my mother, and I only bring it up
of somebody is stricken with grief after one of their loved ones has 'died'.
And IF! I 'feel' that they can handle it..-that death does Not exist, that it is crossing dimensions.- From caterpillar to Butterfly !
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real All I can answer is that it is the Most REAL experience I have Ever had.
A Clarity and Consciousness that can not be described in words...
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Everything was of Great significance, absolutely.
The older I get the more I Know that.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I would not have missed it for a zillion !
I had a 'glimpse behind the curtain' that changed my life.
As young as I was I Knew that there was More, Much More to 'life'.
Thus I did not buy into the 'death scare' that obviously haunts so many people.
It also left me with a Deep Compassion for humanity,
-if 'they' but Knew that All is ONE ...
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain I do not know What and Who my relationships the rest of my life would have been Without my experience ? - I was so young after all.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain I was born with a deep Love for All in my heart - I do not know if my experience changed anything specific as such ...I still feel that, frankly.
I do not agree with All people 'do' ,not at all. But I believe that by keeping my own vibes up I can 'help' others raise theirs as well.
And it works more often than not. Wonderful.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I have meditated quite often and felt quite a Lot of the Bliss of my experience,
luckily. The meditation experiences did not reproduce That specific NDE experience though, but there certainly were some Beautiful Peaks.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Yes, I wish that Everybody Knew that there is a Wonderful Source of GOOD, call it God or whatever/whoever - I have no name ,but I Know that 'IT' IS.
It is Good and it is Strong. All is Well.
This 'realm' is an ' illusion'... a learning process.
Not always easy, but we learn a lot that we can only learn here.
-Otherwise I would not have 'come back'- would have been waste of 'Spirit-time'.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes Yes, as Close as I can Ever get to 'translating' an experience like that into
words. Words are Very valuable tools - then again : Can a Beautiful and Breathtaking Masterpiece of Art be explained in words as such ?
Not really - it has to be seen, and then again : by the Eyes that can See.
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I think that you have asked all I can answer for now...
If there is more you think that I could add, please let me know.
Thanks !!!
Bless and Peace,
Hanne.
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